I couldnt sleep- my son and I have been arguing for sometime now and hes pushed me to the brink ... Ive spent the evening into the wee hours of the morning packing his things for him to leave.. Its a horrible mess..this struggle between us... but hes 19 and thinks he can quit school-good luck nowadays when you need at least grade 12 to get anything worthwhile..he will not get a job and even if he sets himself up to apply he doesnt follow thru with the interview process.. hes burned his bridges so often Im not suprised that he cant get work now... even to attempt to help me around the house has been impossible .. he stays up all night playing video games and sleeps all day and the routine has been getting more and more insane... He makes promises and doesnt keep them- he lies to everyone about what hes doing to the point of not even consciously doing it now...and the last straw was keeping me up on Thursday night until 3 am knowing I had to work the next morning and he had an interview (which he bailed on)...I wish things were different but I cannot be taken advantage of like I have been any longer.. Im exhausted trying to figure out why he wont work harder to get what he really wants ..to be on his own and not have anything to do with me or his dad... Its time for him to go.... gawd I feel sick... agggghhh ..
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